Why This Post Isnt About BlogHer

Why This Post Isnt About BlogHer Sun Will Come Out folded card by Everything Little Miss This post was supposed to be about BlogHer. I promised. And Im sorry if you were looking forward to it. I scheduled it into my calendar today, but (a) ran out of time and (b) couldnt wrap my head around it. Right now, I should be making dinner. But I couldnt bring myself to BlogHer or dinner without sitting down and getting this out here, in the open, to you, to me. Long story short? I surrender. I put up my hands. I give up the cape. I wave the white flag. (Insert all other similar analogies here) As it turns out, Im not Superwoman, and it has to be OK right now. I have clients to coach and Spring to co-host and an e-course to launch (in October, we think! stay tuned!) and I. Just. Cant. Do. Everything. Thats not true. I could. I could choose this to keep working this way. That would also be making the choice to be constantly tired, and mostly cranky, and considering a lunch break of more than 30 minutes a rare luxury. And I absolutely, positively go against that choice. Remember when, about 6 weeks ago, I talked all about what was in my head what was making my brain explode how I was totally overwhelmed? After I wrote it I was able to own it, but yet I find myself here. Again. Thank all that is holy that I started working with Thekla again on time management, and really discovering what needs to happen in my business, at this level. Im so, so, so (so! so! so!) very thankful that my client load is at a maximum and the consultation calls continue to roll in, but now comes the part thats even tougher than getting the clients: managing it all. Managing it to my limits, my needs, my energy level,   my expectations what I put on my plate. And the big realization here is that, well, I dont really know what that is. I might think I know, but I dont. And why dont I know? Because Im new here. Its only been 144 days since Ive been a full-time coach, and what I thought I could handle isnt the reality. I am, however, taking notice, am getting a sense now as to how many client sessions I want to conduct each day (3 maximum), and how late is too late for me to coach (9p Eastern), and that I need a Partner in Crime to manage my nudging and billing, which is taking way too much brain power now that Im juggling (heading to spreadsheet, counting, counting, counting) 47 clients. Wait, did I just say 47 clients?! I totally did. Wow. Whoa. And other W words. Yes, Wonderful, too. I honestly didnt realize that, but between my group session clients and my private clients, I have 47 on the current roster. No wonder Im logging about 60-70 hours/week. Ah. And thank the good lord,   Ive already cut off working with new clients til after Labor Day, but maybe I need to extend that date out, too. I promise Ill keep figuring this out, and cluing you guys in, and bringing you along for the ride. The most wonderful piece of all this is knowing that you guys are here for me, supporting me, cheering me on, showing up whether I blog twice a week or two dozen times a week (right?). And dont even think that Ill be neglecting this space at all I love it too, too much. ************************************************************************************************************* Delicious Discount: Get a $25 discount for any $250 purchase from    Tara Sroka all the way through Aug 31st. Affiliate Awesomeness: Khristian A. Howell’s Confessions of a First Timer (get your mind out of the gutter!) is the perfect read for any trade show exhibitor virgin. Get my cult leader Danielle LaPorte’s Digital Firestarter Sessions in your own home, on your own time. Also, Molly Hoyne’s Pay-What-You-Can-Afford Joy Equation is your 30 day guide to Living on Purpose.